I posted a few weeks ago about my husband:
www.mumsnet.com/Talk/relationships/2899756-What-do-you-think-about-my-husbands-behaviour-I-need-outside-perspectives
To quickly summarise, he plays passive aggressive power games, he is negative, grumpy, acts like he holds me in contempt and that he's better than me - there is a hierarchy and I'm at the bottom under his shoe. I clearly get on his nerves - he sighs when I speak, he walks away from conversations, and he likes to let me know that I've put him out or caused him any imaginary worry - I mean, he likes me to feel bad I think.
He's fussy and obsessive, he always blames me for anything that gets misplaced or damaged, yet he himself is really untidy. I'm not allowed to touch any of his things, but he feels fine about moving or even kicking or throwing my stuff about (behind my back though - not in front of me). If I ask anything of him, no matter how small, he gets irritable and will never ever do it when I've asked, and then for years after he will deliberately carry on doing things he knows bother me.
He stonewalls and gaslights me. If I try to discuss anything, he always denies he was in any way in the wrong, or he minimises what happened, or he shuts me down as fast as possible.
He is generally bad mannered and acts irritable with me. He can't stand being polite to me, but is overly polite to anyone else. Oh, and we have zero intimacy.
A few posters on my thread a few weeks ago said he was showing controlling and abusive behaviour. I think it was mathanxiety who recommended 'Why Does He Do That?: Inside the Minds of Angry and Controlling Men' by Lundy Bancroft.Anyway, I did buy that book and have read it, and yes, I recognised my husband in several of the examples described What an eye opener that was.
Anyway, I'm seeing a counsellor next week for my first session. That book has made things much clearer for me and actually I'm looking at him now and thinking 'you're just a cliche' when I recognised behaviour from the book, but I want to be able to freely talk through all his behaviours and characteristics, how they have affected me, and so on. I definitely don't want to discuss how I can change my own behaviour to manage him or anything like that. That ship has sailed - I tried everything and the only thing that half works is constantly checking my own behaviour, not standing up for myself and walking on eggshells. I guess I'm just after support and someone to talk to. Does that sound reasonable? Is there a way I can word that to my counsellor without sounding defensive or telling her her job? I will feel awful if there is any suggestion that my own behaviour needs modifying, when I'm pretty sure my husband is the angry, entitled, controlling and abusive one.
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First session with a counsellor next week about my 'abusive' husband - help!
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MaxwellAndPeterson · 04/05/2017 13:52
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