re: help emotional support

[user1493543506]

hi left job due to threats of im going to leave. took other job. had to leave it. spilled my guts to everyone including secrets people had told me. lost all my friends. rumour spreading i am unstable. affecting my children. try try try to save marriage and all friendships. blacklisted at former jobs and very little references. relying on pity. husband about to leave. trying not to feel anger. staying at home, very hard. just need a few people to talk to. just need a few friends. every friend i make abuses me.

[user1493543506]

just want somewhere to be me. i am still me, and still lovely. i just trusted the wrong person with all my secrets and they spread them to everyone i know and all former employers etc. they used me and burned me out. hard to restart. have to live here for rest of my life. im nice to neighbours and get abused back. husband doesnt notice. afraid will affect children and they will have no friends. could move back to parents but very old and living in middle of nowhere. trying to get job.

[user1493543506]

please dont ignore me

[failure7]

Sorry to hear how overwhelmed you feel

[category12]

Sorry, I'm finding your opening post quite confusing - whose threats? who spilled their guts? why are you blacklisted?

It sounds like you're going through a very difficult time. I suggest, if you're not already, seeing your GP and getting help that way. And taking some time to break down what is going on into smaller chunks to deal with, bit by bit.