Hi.
I don't even know where to begin, I apologise for this being long.
Me and OH have been together nearly 10 years, 3 children, due to get married in few months. I am seriously re thinking the marriage.. the whole relationship.
I suffered with with post natal depression after our third child was born, premature birth, quite traumatic, never left me and still lingering. Having cbt & medication. I do believe my mental health has put a strain on our relationship, as I'm more dependant on him, I feel old before my time! We have not had sex for atleast 6 months, two of our children have serve learning difficulties and health issues.. our two year old CAN not be left unattended, 2-3 hours sleep in 24 hours he climbs out of windows, floods the bathrooms etc.. someone always has to be awake, ( yes we have stair gates, window alarms, window locks, safety aspects all covered) so I do understand at this present time our relationship is under strain with lack of sleep, we both work, I feel so lonely when the children are asleep, we both do different things, like now I'm sat cleaning our room, he's watching football.. we get 2-3 time where we could be spending it with each other as son is asleep, however when he's awake we'll moan how we haven't had any time. I just don't think I love him anymore, I'm afraid to break our family up, even more so how will I cope?.. seriously I'm sleep deprived at it is.. I can't give up my job as it's the only "break" I get. I just feel like I couldn't cope running a house, 3 kids, and no sleep. I have supported him through so many issues in our early stages of our relationship, ex gambling, lies, deceit, I just feel like I can't marry this guy. I'm so unhappy. Anyone else in a similar situation who can give me some kind words ?
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