Please help me get some perspective! NC as previous posts may have outed me.
I came out of a physically and abusive marriage early last year. I had the number of a contact of exDH's who I needed to contact late last year regarding my car (I had issues with it and it was actually exDH who gave me his number so I could call him if need be). Despite being married for 10+ years, I had only seen this guy a couple of times by this point at most. He himself got divorced in 2014. I need to say that my turbulent relationship with the ex was unfortunately public knowledge- I took out a court order against him in 2014 but pressure from his family meant I gave him a second chance.
Upon first contact, it was exactly what it was meant to be- a couple of things altering on my car and that was it. It then started getting flirty and one thing led to another. We were/are FWB. We would meet up every week for sex, casually text each other in between the week etc. He then told me that if circumstances were different (he didn't know my ex), that he wouldn't give it a second thought about being with me. He told his sister overseas about me, and said he would give anything to have met me years ago and have married me instead.
Fast forward a few months. He has had a rough time with a business partner and found out a relative was seriously ill. He said he needed some space to clear his head. The following day he went abroad to see his family. I didn't contact him for the best part of a week as I respected his need for space. We are contacts on snapchat and I knew he had been looking at what I had been posting for days after he left. He then messaged me to let me know how things were with his relative and since then, a week ago, he seems to have become so much 'warmer' than when he left. We have chatted about how hurt we've been in our marriages, that we are scared of getting hurt again and things became flirty like they used to be.
I jokingly said that if he was abroad in the summer, he would have to join me for a few days (I was planning on going away for a week on my own to the same country, different resort). He then suggested we go somewhere completely different, just the two of us together.
Today he has travelled from abroad since 10am this morning and got a connecting flight where he was waiting four hours. He has spent two hours on the train, but messaged to tell me he had landed and would I like him to come over to see me. He said he understood if I was too tired, and he would see me tomorrow instead.
So, at the risk of sounding like a teenager who has had the biggest grin on her face for the past few days, am I right in thinking that this may be more than just a FWB? We're both so busy in our own lives that for a while, it would still be very casual, but wanting to see me after travelling for 15 hours, and suggesting we go on holiday together is good, right? I need to be careful and not open my heart up too soon to the wrong person. I am only just able to find the real me again, but is it wrong to love the feeling of having someone who wants to be in your company after years of feeling like you're not good enough?
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acarnamedwanda · 11/04/2017 01:01
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