I don't know why really. I separated from my ex about 2 years ago. He was an emotionally abusive, lazy fuckwit and I wasted almost my entire 30s with him. He did things to me that I don't even tell anyone because it's just so embarrassing that I stayed with him. I always wanted a family but never did because he flatly refused to go to GP or speak about adoption etc. Used to kick off if I mentioned it.
Two years later I'm happy, have own home, good job, lost weight, new relationship going well. But just lately I feel so angry at myself over the ex. Why did I stay with him all that time?? I've lost my chance to have a family 😥 I could kick myself really
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JK1773 · 01/04/2017 14:43
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