I've name changed for this as I've posted quite a bit under my usual name with quite identifying info.
Background. Been with dp for 4 years; initially did 'long distance' and quite casual / slowly, saw each other once a week etc, gradually got more serious and 2 years ago I moved jobs and cities to move in with him.
Both first time really serious relationship; I'm late 20s he early 30s. Things were great for the first 12 months of living together and I honestly wondered what all the fuss had been (in terms of 'oh you'll really get to know him when you move in' etc etc. Was really happy, really glad we'd taken the leap and things were good.
Towards end of last year I felt dp was beginning to take me for granted - little things really - not pulling his weight re: housework; leaving dishes for me to do after I've cooked etc. At this point I'll add we both work full time. I've pulled him for it a number of times and he will help out for a week or two and then it's back to the same again, with me doing everything bar putting bins out ()
The other thing I will mention is that dp has quite big debts from before I met him - lots of credit card debt and a previous gambling problem. (Historic, 10 years ago +). He earns good money working anti social hours but a lot of his earnings go towards clearing the debts. Our financial agreement when we moved in together was to begin with halves on everything - but then ended up as DP paying rent and me paying all DDs and getting groceries etc (I earn quite a bit less than DP).
Over the past 6-9 months dp has paid our rent late about 4 times. This really stresses me out because I have no savings and can't afford to bail him out - by the time the rent is due the direct debits have been paid and I have little remaining! It's causing no end of arguments on top of feeling taken for granted - DP blames his debts. I have asked him repeatedly to sit down with me and let me help him - we got as far as writing a list of them all and all outgoings and income and to be honest the figures just didn't quite add up. DP should have money to comfortably pay the rent and his creditors and have money left over - when I pointed this out (before Xmas) he said his 'New Years resolution' was to allow me control over all finances to help him get on top of it all.
Fast forward to now - that promise hasn't happened and the rent is late again this month. I'm not sure how much more I can take. I've raised the fact he promised me he would allow me to help with the money situation - all I ever get from him is promises for the future. Like now - 'once I've paid the rent I promise I'll start giving you xx per week for you to manage' . It's such a long story - there is much more to it than this. This is just the tip of the iceberg. I do love him I really do, I used to 100% see a future with him, but now... he works so many hours he's barely here which is killing our relationship. I just don't know what to do.
Thanks for reading if you got this far. Please be gentle! I'm feeling delicate tonight
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Sad, lonely, confused... long term DP - shall I give up?
lonelygirl1234 · 12/03/2017 22:35
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