My girlfriend dumped me before Christmas and I'm not handling it well at all. I have MH issues and I feel suicidal. I have an appointment for tomorrow as I reached out to someone and they are taking me.
But I feel so alone. I gave up so much for this woman. Everything in fact and she promised me a lot. Didn't deliver. Promised me she would never leave me (only weeks before she did she told me never in a million years would she not speak to me)
She went NC. I keep messaging her. Please don't judge me. Or shout at me. I don't have anyone left in my life and I miss her so much. She changed everything but I keep trying through social media.
I know what I'm doing is wrong.
I'm not being rude to her or aggressive. Just sad and telling her I miss her and will she please speak to me.
I feel so stupid. I know I need to stop. I'm scared I will get in trouble. My life is so hard. I'm so sad. I want to end my life but I can't.
I've never been a strong woman. I've never been independent.
I just put everything I had I to this relationship. Everything. And now I have nothing.
I feel like I've lost my mind :(
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Me347 · 12/02/2017 13:51
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