I'm 24. DS is almost 2. Married DH after knowing him for less than two years when I was 21. In hindsight there were several red flags but I was young and naive and agreed to marry him anyway. Then had DS 9months after the wedding. DS is the best thing that ever happened to me.
However I have this awful feeling now all the time that, I got married too young, too hastily and missed out on a lot. I had to give up a promising career to have him and now I can't seem get back into it. He doesn't sleep at night so who knows if I'd even survive working as well. DH was initially amazing and on the surface is lovely but has occasionally blown up at me and had rants about how awful I am as a person and, most recently, as a parent. My family are forever saying how much of a wonderful man he is which is fine as he mostly is but particularly DM thinks I shouldn't complain about his little outbursts. Also me and his mum don't see eye to eye; we manage to rub along but she loves her passive aggressive digs at me, as well as DH not liking my mother.
Honestly I feel stuck in a huge rut, a life I didn't particularly intend to have. What on earth can I do? Ride it out? Will things change when DS is older? Thanks if you read my self indulgent ramble.
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Feel horrible to write this down, but..
WhereIsThePilot · 03/02/2017 14:11
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