Need some perspective here that I'm doing the right thing. Background is together 16 years, married 8, two DC. We separated just before new years. I'd say it came as a bit of a shock but things have been bad for a while.
Dh can be very grumpy, moody and has a bad temper. He is a very negative person and always moans about how tired he is, how hard he works. He gets cross about really stupid things. I felt like I've been walking on egg shells for a long time. So as a result I have detached a bit. I just get on with things, try and avoid confrontation and sort the kids out myself as best I can.
My main issue is that even if he's been cross/moody all day he might still initiate sex that night. And obviously I'm not keen because of how he's been acting. But I always oblige. We would have sex once a week, and maybe a bj during the week as well. Sorry for tmi. But I've no sex drive because I feel he treats me like shit.
So anyway that's a big problem. He says I'm not interested, I'm withdrawing because of how I feel and he's hurt because I'm not interested.
So skip to today, almost 3 weeks since we decide to split. I knew he was coming round to get stuff before he went to work, I stayed out after the school run so he would be gone before I got home. He text to see where I was and when I got home he was still there. He was just out of the shower and he asked me to give him a BJ. I'm am so upset and I think it's just reinforced that that's all I'm fucking good for. He doesn't give a shit about me as long as he's getting what he needs.
I didn't do it, I got straight in the car and drove off.
That's a shit thing to do isn't it?
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Feel like I'm only good for sex
Pieceofmeat · 19/01/2017 20:53
Yes it is
And you are awesome for driving off
This isn't you, it's him. 
Absolutely disgraceful. You are not a sperm depositer but a human being with normal needs and feelings.
Tell him to go and fuck himself grow up.
On a more serious note, separation and divorce is an emotional wrench. I hope you have RL support and moan on here lots
How dare he?! 
Well done for driving off -I hope you told him what you thought of his behaviour before you left! 
Ace for driving off.
AF I tend to agree with your posts but things are so tricky when leaving abuse.
I think the OP was brave.
OP
I understood what you meant.
You are not a fool. You have split up and he's still the same twat as he was before. Tell him you will never be engaging in any sexual behaviour again with him and if he suggests it you will consider it to be harassment.
Well done for a great handling of a nasty situation and keep up the good work.
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