Just to put this out there - I know, I know it's not a rational way to feel, but it is how I feel. So I would really appreciate not getting a bashing.
Was gonna name-change but couldn't be arsed - too may of my pals on here know anyway.
I'm at the beginning of complicated divorce proceedings with STBHX.
I have DS1(17)
We have DS2(6) together.
Married him 6 years ago when I thought he was the best thing since sliced bread. Stars in my eyes. Turns out he is lazy, workshy, abusive to both me and DS1.
He was a highly functioning drug addict until very recently. He sent me to the edge of sanity and back. Lots and lots of more horrible details which I could post but want to get to the crux of how I feel just now. I am not completely blameless.
I just need to get over this ANGER I feel and I don't know how to.
I feel robbed - robbed of the chance to have a happy nuclear family, robbed of the chance of my DSs growing up with a dad, robbed of the chance of any more future DC, robbed of my career potential, robbed of my pride. Just stripped bare I reckon.
I need to find a way to get around this bitterness - because it is eating me alive and that is not what I want.
Sorry for the waffle.
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catinbooots · 16/01/2017 10:15
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