I allowed myself to be swept off my old single feet by a very handsome and charming Spanish guy just before Christmas. We had a two day fling as he was on holiday. During the fling he told me he was in a unhappy relationship. I was having such a good time and because I knew it wasn't going anywhere I choose to ignore this. I'm not proud and I cannot tell anyone in RL. Since he has gone home I'm becoming more obsessed with him. It's been over 4 years since I'd had male attention and it's gone to my head.
I've stalked him on social media and have found his girlfriend- who has lots of loved up posts giving a different picture of their relationship. This makes me feel terrible. I've been a fool. I'm also terrified that she will know that I've seen her profile. I feel so bad I just want to dissolve.
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Trifle66 · 14/01/2017 00:06
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