Just that really. Been split with exp since May. Were together 5 years. Have a DD together. Tried to work things out numerous times since but never worked out. I have written quite an extensive list of reasons why I do not want to be with him. But I still do. Or I still think I do.. I'm not even sure of that anymore. I definitely hate the idea of him being with anyone else.
Since our last failed attempt at sorting things out, I can't sleep (wake every night and just can't go back to sleep), lost my appetite, and am just consumed with thoughts of him all the time. I stalk his fb page (not friends anymore, but can still access it) and he has 'loved' some woman's profile pic and it literally puts knots in my stomach.
I got very sentimental over Christmas and sent him a whole bunch of texts (while sober for the record!) and he said he loves and misses me too. I said I didn't think it should be this hard if it's the right thing. we've tried to sort things out though and nothing changes (on either side), so how do I move on from here? I am well prepared to be told to get a grip (think I need to be), but any practical advice would be really appreciated. Obviously can't go NC as have DD and live about 2 minutes from each other.
This is my third serious relationship and I have never been able to just walk away, always been messy back and forth, so I really need help with this. Thank you..
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fakefuss · 27/12/2016 18:01
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