Hello ladies! To be honest I'm ashamed to talk about my problem. I think I'm going crazy. I think my dh is cheating on me. I have no evidences but I feel it. Sounds crazy right? I'll start from the beginning. I've been always type of girl who is jealous and controls second half. But everything was in framework of adequacy. So I'm not some mad woman! My dh and I are 32 yo. We've been together for almost 16 years! I think that's a lot. I love him sooo much and it's mutually. I won't say that our relationships were always perfect. But we really love each other. We support each other all the time and look for compromises. I should say that cheating for me is the worst thing ever. I told this to my dh when we started our relationships. I told him that if he finds another woman than he better tell me everything and leave instead of betraying me behind my back.
When we were 24 we decided we are ready to be parents. Unfortunately I had 3 miscarriages. It was awful to go through all that. But he always was by my side, supporting me. Despite my depressions and mood switches he was there for me. We are currently in our surrogacy journey. We addressed to a clinic abroad so our surrogate mother live there. I think I would jealous so much if she was somewhere here near us.
The thing is he's acting weird. I feel that something is wrong during last 2 months. He works all the time. He is sad and irritated. I know he is working a lot so we'll be able to pay for the procedure. All this time I tried to calm myself and find reasons why he is like this. But things became worse on Friday. Someone called him and he went to another room and closed the door! He never did that before! He was talking so quietly I didn't catch a word. When I asked him what was that he said "It's work." What is that supposed to mean? What should I do now?
I'm sorry you have to read all this. I hope you'll help me. We'll have a baby in a few months. Everything can't end like this.
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Noora · 25/12/2016 19:44
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