I've no where to turn.

[user1482003872]

I don't know how to explain how I feel so ill try. Me and DH have been together around 6 years, I'm an insecure mess and I don't trust him. He's given me reason in the past not to trust him ( he says he hasn't cheated) it's complicated in the way it's not another woman he was talking to but he has done that too. I feel like the worst person on the world right now I'm so low. He's got a problem with pleasing himself and then claiming he's too tired/ill for me then turning it round to its my fault. I'm not sure if any of this makes sense. I'm just so low and I really needed some company

[Forgettheworld]

Pleasing himself as in masturbation or doing what he wants?
Have you thought of counselling for yourself or joint?
Sorry you are feeling this way, it's not really a clear post would you like to give more information?