Long time lurker desperate for a bit of sympathy.
My boyfriend of a year just broke up with me, or I broke up with him. I think I broke up with him but he didn't exactly try to convince me not to. He's always been a crap drunk - ruined every night out we've ever had together, including big stuff like uni graduation, birthdays. Friday night was the same and he wasn't fussed about how upset I was the next day. Usually when he's behaved badly he won't apologise until a few hours after he's woken up - when the hangover sets in, but usually he ignores me until he deigns to apologise. I gave him three or four chances to apologise for his behaviour and he just wouldn't, so I said I didn't want to see him anymore if he didn't care.
After being non-commital in whether he wanted to sort it out, he finally came out with 'I just don't know what I want' which I took to mean he wanted to break up with me but didn't have the balls to say it, so I said it was over for him.
I've never been this devastated. Can't eat, basically just want to find a rock to hide under for the rest of my life.
Sorry for the novel, just didn't want to drip feed.
Sympathy and comments telling me to pull myself together would be much appreciated.
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haveyouseenthiswizard · 13/11/2016 17:26
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