Ive had quite a lot to drink and am feeling utterly heartbroken. I think my marriage is over. We went out today and had a few drinks. We ended up rowing about my DD (18) who from time to time I like to cuddle with in my bed. My DD nearly died from leukaemia ten years ago. I have so many residual feelings from that time. I guess I will never get over it. Apparently my fucking husband (her stepfather) has had an issue with her being in our bed while we cuddle or have had the very occasional night where she has slept in there. She always used to sleep with me when she was sick or having tube feeding. There are other issues with him when he becomes an arsehole when he drinks. I have come back home and left him in town. I sent him a text trying to explain where I am coming from and he tested back saying your child didn't die....move on. I am utterly bereft to read those words and have retaliated on a really bad way telling him I hate him. He was not around when she was sick so has no idea. I dont even know why I am posting.
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