I'm so upset. All in the last 24 hours...
A phone call out of the blue from Ex (possibly EA) DP, who I finally threw out in January, after an awful few years. To tell me that his life is now peachy, new partner, full of the joys of spring. Whereas I am still reeling from it all.
Then a conversation with Ex-H (from years ago, with whom I have DS - and who although infuriating, I think I'm still in love with - and always really thought things would come good with) to tell me he's met someone and they're getting on with the business of trying for a child.
When all I want, is to find someone, be happy and WOULD LOVE another child, though am realistically probably now too old.
I can't stop crying. I just feel it's all so unfair. (I know it's not really). But I have bent over backwards for these two men over the years, been hurt, cheated on, and have just ploughed on through, giving up my life to bring up DS. And the two of them get the happy ending and I don't.
I KNOW I need to move on. But I don't feel able to. I feel like a stuck record.
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Bloodybloodyhell · 03/10/2016 09:53
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