I've been in a relationship for 18 months now, I'm 37 and he's what I would call a young 46. We get on very well, are on the same wavelength, lots of shared interests and similar tastes, no kids.
Both of us own our own homes, around 10 miles apart. He lives in a cosy 2 bed cottage full of character (in the village where I grew up and where my parents still live) and I have a 2-bed terrace in the city (not as picturesque, but inside it's got my stamp on it and it's my independence)
Lately we've had the conversation about moving in together. It's what we both want and what we see as the next step in our relationship as we love spending time together. The problem is, where to live.
My place just isn't big enough for the two of us and he's suggested that I move in with him and rent my place out. My problem is, that it's the cottage he bought with his ex, who he was with for 13 years. Inside the cottage the decor is incredible (she is an interior designer and she chose it) and from what I know of her she is beautiful too – both in looks and personality. It was her who fell out of love with him and ended the relationship but part of me can't help comparing myself to her and wondering whether he would still be with her if he had the choice. Nothing he has said or done reinforces this, it's just my perception of what a lovely person she is.
The point is that I just don't feel comfortable moving into the house where my DP shared so many years of his life with his ex – it just feels so weird, like there would be echoes of their relationship all around me and DP would compare me to her, consciously or subconsciously.
Buying a place together is out of the question – DP got himself in a lot of debt taking out a loan to buy his ex out of the house which affected his credit rating and nowadays I work freelance, meaning it's so much harder for me to get a mortgage.
I would like kids (or at least one kid) in the future with DP and I'm conscious that time is running out, so staying as we are, living apart, really isn't an option.
Has anyone else been in a similar situation to this? What did you do?
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Moving in with DP – WWDY?
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Liongraph · 25/08/2016 00:11
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