Hi all.
After 20 years of ea I have finally plucked up enough courage to Ltb.
I have been seeing a women's aid counsellor who has helped me immensely.
I have scrimped and saved for one and a half years to get enough for a months rent and deposit. Selling bits on eBay mostly. My sister has given me a bit of money and my 18 year old dd has lent me her birthday and Christmas money.
I have finally found a house for me and my two dds.
The thing is I keep doubting myself now. Now it's finally going to happen I'm so scared.
What if the Ea wasn't that bad, although every time I saw my counsellor she said it was definitely abuse and told me to get me and my children out.
Now all I think about is the good times although admittedly there wasn't many.
I'm sorry, I don't know what I'm looking for on here. Maybe a bit of hand holding?
Thanks for reading
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flyblossom · 28/07/2016 17:00
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