I've been with my husband 10 years and I love him so much but he's horrible to me. He goes at me for no reason, shouts at me and puts me down, nothing I do is good enough. He threatens to leave every so often and when we argue he wishes me dead and says all the things he knows will hurt me. But when it's good it's so lovely, we know each other inside out and have so much fun, so I cling on. My main issue is my dad who I really loved, left my mum for another woman and left us too. He had a new family and we never saw him. I swore my kids would have it different. They worship their dad (and me, they're lovely) and I don't want to take them away from him. He does love them, he's just so selfish. I can't get it out of my head I've failed if they don't have a proper family and I know it would hurt them. I know it's pathetic I just want us all to be happy.
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