Me and DP of over two years have just split. He didn't want to get married, I did, numerous other commitment issues and probably just fundamental differences between us.
It's the right thing.
Except I have two children who adore him. We live in his house - big mistake, I know. My youngest is due to start school and I can't afford to live in the catchment. My brother has offered to have us move in - forty miles away. Too far for my job.
I've got thousands of pounds worth of debt thanks to my stupidity and an ex I loved more than my own financial security.
I'm already on antidepressants and have run out of money for counselling. Work won't tolerate me being off again (I was off last year with mental health.)
I'm keeping it together for my children, but I just want to hide under the duvet. Everything is fucked and it is all my fault. I have a series of failed relationships behind me and my children have different fathers. Today, I feel ashamed of my life and all the bad decisions I've made.
This is more of a rant at myself. I'm not expecting any answers. But thank you sticking with me this far if you have.
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Definitelydrowningthistime · 04/07/2016 16:58
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