I'm about to start divorce proceedings, after exH left about 15 months ago. I'm worried that it will open a whole can of worms regarding child contact.
He was emotionally abusive for years, and a generally crap and incompetent shouty dad, who nevertheless had some wonderful Disney dad moments which my boys remember with fondness. He hit me in front of the boys, so I called the police. He hasn't been back since (obviously! )
I was keen for him to maintain some relationship with the children, so pushed for him to use a contact centre. There is no way I want him having unsupervised contact - he just wouldn't cope with them both, I don't trust him an inch, and he is incapable of managing ds1's life threatening medical needs.
He saw them at a local contact centre a few times, then breached the non molestation order, so wasn't allowed to use that contact centre any more (naccc national policy). I found a different contact centre, run by a group of churches, and took the boys every fortnight to see him there - this was a six hour round trip involving four buses and quite a lot of walking.
The boys enjoyed seeing him, but were very tired and emotional afterwards. Ds1 started being generally clingy and upset, having nightmares, tantrums and refusing to be apart from me at all (he is seven).
ExH started using the contact centre to harass and annoy me. I felt unsafe, especially as it seemed the staff were completely convinced by his Disney dad routine. One day he called them and threatened suicide, so that the police spent all day with me and the boys while they looked for him. It was very distressing for the children. After that, I stopped contact altogether, which was a tough decision but I am trying to protect the boys!
ExH is refusing to go on a domestic violence course, or to take me to family court for a child arrangement order. Either of those things would trigger a cafcass report, so I would know if it was safe for him to see the boys. He makes all sorts of silly excuses. Instead, he has been plastering links to sites about parental alienation all over Facebook.
I'm terrified that divorcing him will provoke something nasty happening - and even more terrified that he will have unsupervised contact with the boys. I honestly do fear for their safety. Will a judge believe me? I hear so many terrible stories about violent and abusive men having whole weekends unsupervised with their children. ..
Does anyone have any experience of this kind of thing? I'm sorry my post is so rambly and incoherent. ...
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DV - will the family court see my concerns about contact as parental alienation?
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worriedaboutmyboys · 26/04/2016 16:22
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