I have been single 6 years in May. Wowzers it has flown by. It's been an emotional roller coaster. I am still in the the home I shared with my ex with my 2 children 10 and 8. I have almost lost it 3 times due to unemployment and the ex not supporting me. I have studied part time to gain qualifications to get into university. Failed 2 years in a row and finally got myself a place and I'm in my first year of nursing.....yayyy! I dont have a close family so find myself chatting to myself most of the time. I know i sound bonkers but definitely stronger for it. Sooooo many barriers over the last 6 years but overcome them. Lots of tears but anyway....my question is.... I live in a small community and my ex lives just around the corner with his new girlfriend. We don't get on which is sad but a long story. I don't have friends as for the last 6 years I havnt stopped. I don't date as I don't have family to help. My daughter is being bullied at school. I feel we have come so far on our own but I would love to start a fresh as I have my career path in order. I dream of meeting someone and them asking me to start again somewhere else. Not that i feel i NEED someone. I feel that would be my opportunity out! I have too many horrible memories here. I'm not going to meet anyone. I can't remortgage as I have a terrible rating now. I'd be silly to give it up and move to rented after fighting for it for so long. I'm sorry if I'm sounding ungrateful ...I just feel so lonely here.....
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