Hi all, firstly sorry for what will probably be a long post. I've never posted on here before but have come on out of desperation in the hope that some of you ladies might have a pearl of wisdom/suggestion/something.
Hubby and I are really at a crisis point. The other day he threw his wedding ring at me whilst shouting "I'm f**king unhappy". This is not the first huge argument we've had by any means, but it is the first time he's admitted to being unhappy (something I've known for a while now).
A bit of background:
He's widowed, he cared for his first wife for some years. It was v hard for him. He seems to have grieved and moved on (as much as one can).
This is my second marriage. We all get on well with the ex.
I have 2 kids from my previous (DS1 - 10, DS2 - 8), we have one together (DS3 - 3).
Finances are tight, but not desperate by any means. They are tight because we have a nice lifestyle. That's a choice. He is quite materialistic.
The kids love him.
I love him to bits and this is all breaking my heart
He says he loves us all too and doesn't want to leave (despite me having given him the option and made it very easy for him to do so)
The bottom line is that he is just awful to us. He never hugs or cuddles me (although we do have sex), he's short and bad tempered with everyone. He's horrible to my eldest (the other day he called him a d*ck-head because he didn't understand how to skim a stone. Fortunately DS1 didn't hear). We all have to walk on eggshells around him in case he kicks off. He is emotionally detached from all of us except his own son. We have had counselling but somehow none of that came up. It got focussed on finances, our lack of balance with that (he controls everything, I'm a SAHM). He sat there in front of the counsellor and I and put his public face on and made us both believe that he'd had some revelation and it was all going to be fine. Two months later, he's back to muttering under his breath and slamming doors.
There's obviously and awful lot more to it but I don't want to a) bore you all or b) clog up the facts. I just don't know what to do anymore. I've spent the last 4 years since he moved in with us (which is pretty much when he went from ace perfect partner to miserable ass) trying my hardest to make him happy and I'm clearly failing. I'm at the point now where I'm keeping him away from my eldest kids to at least try to protect them from the atmosphere (he works shifts so I can make sure they're apart for several days at a time). It's no way to live. We're currently considering him going abroad to work but it just feels like delaying the inevitable for when he comes home again.
Help!
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I Don't Know What to do Anymore
SeeThr0ughFaded · 10/04/2016 09:39
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