Of three months a couple of days ago. He liked alcohol too much and also rather proudly told me he'd had sex with me for 'half an hour' whilst I was asleep.
I've barely slept or functioned properly since and crying a lot. I know it's not because he's gone, I never want to see him again. I'm confused about how I feel regarding his behaviour. I was drunk and fell asleep which was why I didn't wake up.
I was raped when I was 18, a man at a new year party at my mother's house, I woke up to find him raping me and I was so scared I just pretended I was still asleep until he was done and left.
I know he wasn't lying because when I woke up the next morning I noticed I had what I thought was 'heavier discharge' sorry to be gross. I just can't get my head around thinking of him at me for half an hour whilst I was asleep. Why would a man ever think that's okay or even be turned on by that?
I don't know what I'm looking for posting this but sadly I don't have any friends to confide in and I thought maybe someone on here can relate.
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OnlyGodKnowsWhy · 16/03/2016 02:36
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