(Sorry - this might be a bit long.)
I'm 30 years old and have a poor relationship with my mum. I don't want to diagnose her, it may be a MH issue, she's just very unpleasant to be around. Recent highlights include her blaming me for a distant relative changing their will and suggesting I be "nice to my grandparents" so they don't do the same. When I was younger she told me I needed a nose job, blamed me for her breast cancer... :(
She has almost no life outside the house - she walks the dog twice a day, and that, as far as I can tell, is it. No friends, no close relationships.
I tried to speak to her last time I was there (July) and explained that she says some hurtful things that can't be explained away with "But I'm telling you this because I love you" (which is her usual way). I haven't spoken to her since, bar a short call after DP proposed she insulted me then too.
She lives overseas in her home country, along with my surviving GM, cousins, aunts, etc from both sides of the family. I go over twice a year or so, and it's always been assumed I'll stay with her - there's a spare room with my books in etc. The thing is, the last few times I've been there she has alternated being very cold to me / apparently upset, with hugging me madly, with talking non-stop (I mean non-stop), with ranting about apparent slights by other family members. She sometimes says things that are very plainly not true. I ended up waiting until she was out in the morning, then getting up, getting my things together, and spending each day out of the house until very late to avoid confrontation. I felt like a fucking vagabond, going from beach to coffee shop to long walk etc just to be out the house.
I haven't been back since July. I miss my cousins, and as my gran lost GF last year she would probably like me around for a few days or more. Ironically, I now WFH and could be there for extended periods if I wanted to.
I haven't been back because I can't figure out where to stay. I don't want to stay with my mum as it was seriously unpleasant to be with her. My family members aren't in a position to host me (young DC etc), and it also feels like "making a statement" to stay with Aunty A instead of mum. Gran lives in a remote town. I'd like very much to stay in a hotel and just make plans to see everyone (including mum, for a short while), but the stress of what people will say, what drama this will provoke from my mum, is stopping me from doing it.
(More background: Dad is married to Mum but he's worked abroad as an expat for decades. Mum has alienated herself from most of her family, so she's on speaking terms with all the family named above, but doesn't see them much.)
When I have spoken to Dad about some of the things DM has come out with I'm told that she's not well and that I need to suck it up and be there to liven her up a bit.
WTF do I do?
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