I know I will probably get flamed a bit, and I know I am in the wrong before I start but I want to be honest and get some advice.
I started online dating talking to a man around 14 months ago. At the time he had been on 2 dates with someone else of OLD and I was in the same situation so we just sort of had a friendly chat and got on really well.
We were both not the multi-dating types so we decided we would "see how things went" with our first dates and would meet up if nothing came of it.
Fast forward around a month, and both of our new "relationships" were a bit rocky. Mine ended up going on for four months but wasn't a happy situation and in his case he thought she had ghosted him a couple of times when she went AWOL for a week once or twice.
Still, both of us were the loyal type (sorry if that sounds ironic) so while we carried on chatting - including long phone chats and talking about our lives; both of us were pretty sure our new "relationships" at that stage would come to nothing.
After a month or so, I decided I wanted to try and make thing more serious with the man I was seeing so cut off communication with the online dating guy. He agreed and we both went off and concentrated on our respective relationships.
Every few weeks or so we would check in, and as things progressed over the course of a year his relationship blossomed into a long term committed relationship and mine fell apart.
He would always call to check in on me, I had a fair bit of bad luck and two of the three men I dated last year cheated and me and weren't nice and he was supportive and told me how great I was.
After a while, he confessed to me that although we had never met, he felt a very powerful attraction to me and thought about me all the time /fantasised about me and then he listed all the things he loved about me and who I was in a very touching way. He said he felt confused as he felt he might have feelings for me and it was making him feel torn so at that point we decided to delete each other's numbers our of respect for his partner.
So we deletetd numbers completely and we did not know last names. I knew where he worked and the town he lived in and he didn't know much about me at all so I expected I would never hear from him again but that felt quite correct at the time.
A few months passed and out of the blue I got a message from him. He confessed he'd been unable to forget about me so he had played detective to find my place of work and get my phone number. He said he was still in the relationship but just could not shake his thoughts of me.
So we started to talk again, and now we speak on the phone and yes, it is flirty and yes we discuss meeting and that we have feelings for each other and this has been going on for two weeks now and I feel horrible and know he does too.
The question is what to do about it.
We have never met, although we have video chatted and become very close emotionally over this time so it could be that the "feelings" we feel are complete fantasy.
So the only way to know is to meet, yet meeting feels extremely wrong and unethical. So I am not sure what to do. He is worried that we will end up married to the wrong people because we never took a chance and met - and I agree it seems mad to never know- but at the same time meeting feels very wrong and a lot like cheating (as does us even speaking).
So what should I do? Cut off all communication or is there another logical and ethical way to deal with it?
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What should I do about this situation because he has a partner?
VanillaSue · 28/02/2016 19:01
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