I just want to explain really how I feel.My friends are sick of me going on and tell me not to speak about it anymore.
Il try and keep it short.
A man who I loved,basically used me and then told me see you later.
He fed me so many lines and thought he really cared.
This was months ago now and I feel so worthless.
I contacted him about 5 months ago just wanting a explanation all he said was say don't text me again.
Now that was after telling me how special I was,how much he wanted me,holding me,kissing me etc.
I've had lots of problems in my life and I know we all have but I'm struggling.
My mum died when I was a teenager and my dad didn't treat me well,would kick me etc.
The last month I've felt awful.Tired all the time,my muscles ache,I don't want to get up or get dressed,I'm close to tears all day every day.
I dread each day.
I'm so sad but not just sad actually to a point where it's impossible.
I've never been loved and he made me feel loved.
I'm so sorry if I sound pathetic and I must sound like a moron.
I don't understand why he did this to me,he knew about the crap I had gone through.
I don't know what more to say.
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I just feel so worthless and empty
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