I am so fed up of going round in circles with the same old fight.
I used to do everything around the house, but since last summer (and reading Wifework!) I've been stepping back a bit, especially on things that really should be DH's responsibility (such as sorting things out for his side of the family). So. Latest row has just gone like this:
- In late December, we found out some things had to be sorted for DH's DPs (that they can't do themselves). I would have got it all sorted in about 30 minutes of emailing.
- early Jan, I put a 'reminder' in our shared calendar for DH to do it. Didn't get done.
- last week, I ask DH if he will do it. "Yes" he says. Didn't get done.
- Monday, I asked him to do it yesterday and made him promise. Didn't get done.
- Today, I get annoyed by broken promise and his general inertia (with everything, he has to be told to clean the house etc, will never ever just get up and do it himself) and so brought it up again.
It soon escalated into a huge row. I told him he is passive, lazy, and I am fed up of having to do all the thinking and doing in the house. I said that how he puts things off has both embarrassed me (he never wrote his wedding thank you cards "I said thanks, why do I have to write a card as well") and affects us because instead of just doing X and getting it done, he puts it off until X has turned into XYZ and the thing that needs doing is even bigger. The problem is that his refusal to get things done often has negative implications for me too.
In return, he called me a martyr and a control freak and told me to 'go away' (charming! ). Mostly though, he just continued on his laptop - his passivity extends to not even making eye contact during a row discussion, because he doesn't like conflict.
I accept, I am very organised, I like to tick off my to-do lists and so the total opposite of him. Yeah maybe I am a control freak because generally my way of doing things is efficient and the best! I accept I will never change him or even understand him. What can I do to help myself let things go a bit more?