I don't really know why I'm posting this, it makes it more real I suppose.
Yesterday my H started drinking in the morning and didn't eat anything. He gradually got more abusive verbally and then physically. My eldest DS grabbed a knife to protect me. My youngest DS pushed him and told him not to push Mummy. He accused me of sleeping around, all kinds of vile things.
I walked out with the kids last night to stay with a relative. I put the youngest to bed and then went back to grab some clothes and things. He got really angry and grabbed by the throat and threw me around while chanting "fucking slag" at me.
This morning he is really sorry, he's never drinking again etc.
My eldest wants me to give him another chance. I feel like I've already damaged them as they've seen far too much.
He's packed some stuff and is at his relative 's for now.
I've emailed the local refuge to ask about enrolling on the freedom programme.
What happens now? What do I do? I'm so numb. There's no going back from this is there? It's happened before. I spent most of last night reading quotes from "why does he do that?" - can't afford to buy it just yet but I will.
He's generally only this bad when drunk, it's like he's possessed. He says that's it and he'll never touch another drop. I want to believe him. It can never work now though can it?
Am interested to hear from anyone who has been through similar. How do I protect my boys?
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ManicPixieDream · 29/12/2015 12:52
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