Hi I have posted before but have name changed for this.
I have been in an abusive relationship for 20+ years but only realised it about 18 months ago having suffered from severe depression for several years.
I am well on the road to recovery and a couple of months ago told him I wanted a divorce. Things are pretty miserable at the moment with him ramping up all his "normal" behaviours and also rewriting our entire marriage so that I look foolish even asking for a divorce.
I can see the light at the end of the tunnel and am mostly doing okay but there are days when I am so consumed by rage and hatred towards him that I am frightened of my own feelings. Is it normal to feel like this or am I being irrational?
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Is it normal to feel like this?
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IsitNormal2FeelLikeThis · 17/12/2015 18:40
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