I'm feeling a bit odd. I'm supposed to take anti depressants but I kept forgetting and haven't for a while. I've the most lovely boyfriend who is amazing. I should be happy. I am a lot of the time. I had my work Xmas party on Fri and I drank too much and behaved like an idiot. I remember wanting to talk to random men just for attention. I'd never cheat or anything like that and I always tell my bf things, but I feel ashamed anyway.
I keep thinking he's too good for me, he's going to leave me, I'm horrible and worthless and a drunken fool etc etc. I have this really nasty voice that keeps saying awful things in my mind and I'm all on my own tonight feeling bad
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