We've been together ten years. Three littles under 5, expecting another and I've either been pregnant or breastfeeding for the past five years.
I know we made this path.
And it sounds so silly but I get so wound up by it.
How would you feel when your partner gets nights out? Or football days?
I don't do anything for me, I never have time away from the kids and part of it is timing, energy and my confidence but he's just gone to a family party, we both couldn't go as no sitter, and I feel like crap anyway but I still get pissed off and feel resentful and been childish probably.
Going out isn't the main thing here I just feel like I've lost myself along the way, he hasn't. And I know it's my problem but I end up taking it out on nights like this and feel crap.
I've posted on other topics about it. I do want to try but I literally feel strapped for time, my friends don't bother with me, I've lost motivation for myself, no hobbies, and it's the festive period which means I'll be indoors and he'll be out... I have to put a lol as I feel I'm being so childish.
I hope this has been worded ok.
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littleraysofsunshine · 11/12/2015 20:36
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