I'm 24 and have a two year old daughter , about 5 month ago I found out my nana who raised me has breast cancer , my fiancé had been sleeping with my friend for a year and in the midst of all this I was moving house, the toll of it all at first was agonising but it has gotten worst over the months when it should be getting better I have not been described but I know I am depressed and I have avoided getting help for so long but tonight is sort of a wake up call and I plan to ring the doctors first thing Monday morning, I suffer a lot from the memory's of the things that have happened to me I cry every day and get so angry and sickened thinking about the affair, I stayed with my partner who I must say has been very remorseful and has done everything right since the only problem is I can't let go and bring it up excessively upsetting us both, my sleeping has got so bad I literally don't as soon as I get in bed I'm in tears and have to go downstairs again I mostly fall asleep about 6am and wake with my daughter at 8ish if she naps I take a nap other than that it's impossible to sleep at night for me. I never go out anymore or even get dressed it is becoming unbearable I honestly think if it wasn't for my little girl I would of give up but I need to find the help to be the mum I once was for her
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AmandaMckinelly · 22/11/2015 05:14
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