Background: married for 5 years, toddler DS (2.5) and baby DD (3.5 months). H had an emotional affair, started at the beginning of second pregnancy. He asked for separation 2 days before my due date and tried counseling for 5/6 weeks before deciding he wanted a divorce.
Tears for a couple of weeks, followed by strength (getting legal help, telling people), now it is fricking anger. Last episode was just an hour ago. I have had guys at home since 8 am installing new doors (yes, the bastard is renovating just before the appraisal because I said that I want to keep the house). I didn't sleep (DD is teething and has fever). I couldn't take a shower in all day (no doors in the bathroom). And all the house is really dusty (door frames were removed and new ones installed).
Daycare closes at 6pm and DS has dinner at 7pm. Some days they go shopping or stay at the park playing, so today I phoned to ask him to come home early so he stays with the baby and I could clean everything before DS bed time (9pm) as the cribs have 3 fingers of dust! I must add that he didn't want to leave the house and we have not agreed on separation terms yet, so we are "nesting".
Baby was crying and I couldn't hear more than he was 10 min away from daycare, he says that he will send a message. 6.45pm and they are not home, no message, I call to ask. He tells me that he is going out for dinner with DS because he gave me an schedule and today is his day!! Just like that. HIS day. So he can do whatever he wants with DS. Every second day because he said so. Because this is not about DS, everything is about HIM.
I am so angry. I don't want him to do it a second time. AIBU? What can I do? I plan to retain a lawyer this week and to hell with agreements. I will tell her what I want and she can negotiate with his lawyer. Is this rational or just my anger talking? I was trying to agree with him, but there is no way we are going to. He wants to have the baby overnight from 9 months! So I might just start with lawyers negotiating?
I am sorry if I dont make sense, just rushing to get answers ASAP as I fear he will try to repeat the move tomorrow.
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torontonian · 03/11/2015 01:07
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