I left a very difficult maybe abusive 15 year marriage 5 years ago.
I've been a strong independent woman since then. Raising 2 DC, working FT, focused on the kids. I've had some tough times including unemployment, financial stress, anxiety and depression. But weve had fun and ive been self contained. Not had the slightest interest in another relationship/men/sex
6 months ago i started to feel differently. I realised I am only a mum. I dont have any intrests to speak of. I dont have any time alone. I dont have anyone to talk to or share things with. I dont have sex. and i feel damaged and inferior. I feel like a bit of a joke. The catalyst for this was meeting a man who for the first time in years, I wanted to spend time with. However i dont actually want a 'boyfriend', i dont want 'rescuing'
My parents have always been a great support but over the last year or so they have aged wuite dramatically. They have become very negative, critical and stressful to spend time with. They love my DC but now they struggle with them and it shows.
I feel so alone. I having been crying for 2 days, my head feels like it will explode. I don't know what to do to make this better
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I'm so on my own
ShortcutButton · 24/10/2015 08:11
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