Just broken up after 2 years. I know he didn't treat me well. No romantic gestures at all, no loving words, violent sex, texts to OW, just generally very selfish. I know he has MH issues - on medication and awaiting counselling - and had a very bad childhood.
But I honestly loved him with all my heart.
I can't imagine going NC and would do anything to have him back in my life because there were good times and he was my world.
I don't think it will happen, he's made it clear he doesn't want me and we had the whole 'it's not you, it'me' speech.
I just want to text him and ask that we try again. And if I do I know I'll be posting here again in another month.
What I can't understand is why I want him? And what is wrong with me? If I was on the outside I would think I was an absolute idiot.
I'm scared that I've got a really skewed version of what's right in a relationship.
Can anyone help?
Thank you.
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What on earth is the matter with me?
iwalkalonelyroad · 19/07/2015 10:59
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