I need to get this out there as I can't keep it to myself without going a little crazy,.
Nearly 9 years ago I had a massive crush on a married man, we shared the same hobby and I was stupid and got carried away, we had a very short affair. About 1 month, I slept with him once and realised what a stupid stupid thing this was to do. I went away travelling and didn't see him after that for another few years when I was with my new boyfriend who is my husband now. Again through our shared hobby. Over the years I've bumped into him occasionally and also his wife through our shared interests and similar friends with the same hobby. I've just found out this morning they have just split up.
From my own selfish viewpoint If it comes out that we had an affair it will be total carnage because of the shared interest and the group of friends we all share.
I wish I could turn back time and it never have happened. I truly hate myself for what I did. I haven't told my husband he'd be gutted I did this to this couple.
I know I'm won't get sympathy I'm not looking for that I just needed to write it down.
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Feeling sick and guilty. How I probably should feel.
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Skichick34 · 29/06/2015 09:37
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