My DP and I broke up recently. We broke up because our relationships just broken as hell. I don't want this though DP thinks I'm lying when I'm not and I'm being honest about my feelings for them. During our relationship I've lied about going out with freinds, and it has just killed our relationship. I feel like an idiot for doing it, because I felt threatened by their opinion of me and I didn't want the confrontation that came with it at the time. Through most of our relationship I've been a bit selfish and not considerate, not to mention damn right disrespectful. DP makes out like throughout our relationship I've purposely tried to hurt them. I've always loved them and made a lot of mistakes which I feel horrible about. I've spent quite a lot of time the time making up for everything. It's been very volatile lately we've been arguing in front of our son too much, I've been heartbroken and find it really difficult to put my feelings aside and not attempt to talk about thing's. Arguing gets really bad and DP starts hurting themself infront of me and our son and I find myself getting really pissed off that the arguing happens and crazy shit like that infront of him. I can't deal with not being with DP though I love them. Don't know what to do anymore..
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