Is this possible? I feel like ever since I had it put in im INSANE
dp has done a lot of shitty things in our relationship, and whenever I question then about it recently I get so mad I feel im going insane. I punch myself and kick walls and things and tried to strangle myself with a shirt ffs. I BIT MY ARM like an animal. I'm sure its got a lit worse since this implant, I unfortunatly had a termination but o didn't really want the implant because hormone stuff I think makes me a boy crazy but didn't want to argue cause she said it was the best one
Dp makes it worse and doesn't understand but then I can't really blame him of im acting that mental. He makes it worse sort of he just starts calling me childish, a cunt and a bitch etc it just winds me up more.i end up feeling like i just want to die. but he's not exactly wrong but I can't help it.
I feel like I am actually insane just completely insane and I don't know what to do. I have bruises all over my thighs, last tome I gave myself a black eye, I've got a fucking bite mark on my arm!
I don't know what to do. i feel so so desperate I just don't know what's happening to my mind
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idokidok13 · 18/06/2015 16:09
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