I lost it at DP yesterday. We have a three-month-old (and other kids). I'm tired from night feeds plus some insomnia (struggling to go back to sleep after 4am feed). He knows this. I want to feel that he's empathising, offering some understanding - just that he cares for me, really. I feel like I have to go on about how knackered I am to remind him I just need some emotional and practical support, which I think should be naturally forthcoming.
In addition, I feel that most domestic/admin stuff is bottle-necking at me, despite having my hands full with a small baby. I initiated sorting life insurance in November, with baby on the way. It took DP SIX MONTHS (and me endlessly reminding him) to pull together the few bits of paperwork and info the financial adviser needed. I felt embarrassed by the delay, and exasperated with DP. Likewise with a student loan he's being chased to repay: another reminder letter arrived yesterday, NINE MONTHS after the first! I'm finding his laissez-faire attitude to handling his personal finances and admin is causing me to lose respect for him. Like all adults, he has stuff to do, but he doesn't keep a list or anything to remind him.
I've been communicating with a couple of childminders, trying to sort quality childcare for when I return to work. DP does nothing to advance this; doesn't ask about it. I talk about it a lot, but last night when I was chatting it through with him again, he said: "I can't have an opinion on it if you don't tell me about what you've been finding out."
I lost it after that; I felt kicked when I was down. I'm very tired and doing the lion's share of domestic/financial/childcare organising, and he had the nerve to suggest I'm in the wrong for not communicating with him enough. We haven't talked since, other than DP saying he felt attacked and undermined by me.
I do love DP. He's fun and laid back, loving with our baby, he tells me he loves me and is affectionate and loyal. He is a DIY demon, and has done a lot around the house/garden, in bursts. He gives the kitchen a bit of a clear-up most days, and puts washing on. But I do (or nag about) pretty much everything else, which grates. Juggling all the day-to-day stuff (housework, meal planning, food shop, errands) is always on my mind, and I sense DP doesn't really think about much of it. We can be surrounded by piles of laundry, and he'll be gaming on his iPad, and I'll ask if he could fold some laundry ... surely I shouldn't have to ask? Sigh.
I just want to feel empathised with and cared about when I'm knackered, and as though I can depend on him to at least sort his own paperwork/financial admin (at least the stuff which impacts me/baby) without constant reminders from me. And be more minded to do housework, initiate conversations about childcare, etc, without me prompting. It's our life together, our responsibilities - we need to be a team surely, not for me to have to 'parent' DP too? I feel like a nagging PA/mother figure, and I'm feeling resentful and losing respect.
AIBU (or just tired and overly demanding), or does DP need to grow up?
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Is DP out of line here (man-child?) or am I just tired/unreasonable/expecting too much?
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PooperTrouper · 18/06/2015 10:43
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