I'm depressed , I know it .
I have a lovely bf but I can see cracks appearing now and I don't know what to do , we went to cider festival yesterday but I didn't e joy it .
I think the age gap is starting to show, the other girls all did the face painting , me I was worried my skin would react.
In the end I asked if we could go home.
Every day is the same for me , the same tv the same walk with dog.
I won't speak to a y one till tea time and by the. Ill probably be drink , I'm drinking to much to pass the day away .
I'm applying for jobs but nothing each rejection hurts , I thought I'd got agency work but now they say .ca t help me I keep thinking study more but to down to bother.
No where is with in walking distance so groups are pretty much out of questions.
And to top it all , my two oldest friends are in town today , going out for lunch ,I tried hinting that I could go , it would have been a push money wise but nothing from them, I saw messages on fb on the plans now feel even more isolated.
I don't know how much more I can take, I missed three pills and did wonder if this has made me hormonal.
My bf has asked me to go to the mates meal today with him but I'm not sure , right now.
I'm sorry it's a pity me post but feel alone
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jesy · 15/06/2015 10:08
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