Been married 3 years together for 15 in total. There have been ups and downs. Most recently being finding out I have fertility problems just over 6 months ago. And more receby Graves' disease.
We bicker all the time. He drinks every day (not to the point of being drunk but enough). He is has become overweight and the sex which used to be good is somewhat awful now, to the point where I am avoiding it.
We are no longer affectionate at all. We havent said I love you to each other for months.
Today we had an argument whilst walking the dog and I got angry and shouted. He stormed off leaving me trailing behind about 3/4 mile.
Straight after this we saw friends so played happy families. They went neay 3 hours ago and shortly after they left he stormed out.
I don't know what to do. I'm fed up of apologising. I'm fed up of living like this and feeling sad so much
Graves can really effect your personality, it can make you irritable, uptight, anxious. I have graves and so would just ask your dp to give you a break as its not your fault and you maybe acting out of character.
Google graves and relationship problems, go easy on uoursrlf