I ended my relationship with dds dad on Friday. It wasn't working, I didn't feel respected, wanted, cherished, loved etc etc. After 7 years, I was losing my self respect being in a relationship where I didn't actually feel like he loved me anymore.
I feel broken, and can't see it getting better. I'm lonely, anxious, feel constantly sick, can't eat, I just want to sleep all the time. I'm trying to pretend that I'm ok for dd, but I feel like I could lay down and never get back up.
I have to share dd now. I know it's what is right for her but it fucking hurts. I am taking her to him in 20 minutes and I feel like I'm going to have a panic attack.
I don't know why I'm writing this, I just need to get it out. I can't even cry. I want to, but it's just all stuck inside me.
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tell me it gets better please
flanjabelle · 11/05/2015 16:41
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