Ok, have been hesitating, but will take the plunge...
Is there anybody else at all out there in MN land who has experience of Replacement Child Syndrome?
Ie if you were born as a "replacement" for another child/baby in your family who died, and you feel those circumstances and/or the way your parents dealt with it (or didn't deal with it) had a negative impact on your life?
This is my situation anyway, and it was compounded in my case by my parents both being EA to me and making me the family scapegoat. The EA is one thing, and clearly I identify with many of the posters on here who experienced similar, but the Replacement Child Syndrome (it is officially recognised and named as such) adds another layer to it, and I've never come across anyone else on here with a similar story.
There's precious little out there in terms of material - a few pages on Google and one autobiography that I've come across called "Replacement Child" and I myself was totally unaware of it for a long time. It's kind of a taboo - as a parent myself I understand that, in that of course losing a child is the thing we all dread the most, and our natural sympathies lie with any parent who has been bereaved; it's kind of taboo to say anything negative or critical of someone in that position.
But the experience of RCS is pretty horrific too. I'm not of course saying that's true for every child born after/in reaction to the death of another, not all children in those circumstances actually develop RCS. In an essentially loving family the child may well be protected from it in way that I myself wasn't.
But in a family that isn't very emotionally healthy anyway, and is particularly ill equipped to deal with such a huge trauma, the consequences for the child that comes next can be devastating. They were in my case.
I'm not looking for advice here, or any kind of urgent support - I have worked on these issues, along with the general EA issues, for a long time now, and I have a wonderful therapist who really gets it and is there for me if I need her, though that's not so much these days.
It's just it's quite isolating as obviously there aren't that many people this applies to, and I haven't really come across any other people who feel this has been an issue for them. And as I say, it's kind of taboo; everyone always thinks of the impact of the parents of a child death, and also on siblings already living, but not so much about the impact of the child that comes after, so it's very hard to talk about. So if there is anyone else out there who has some experience of this, and you want to post (or message me), I would really appreciate it.
Thanks...
Please or to access all these features
Please
or
to access all these features
Mumsnet has not checked the qualifications of anyone posting here. If you need help urgently or expert advice, please see our domestic violence webguide and/or relationships webguide. Many Mumsnetters experiencing domestic abuse have found this thread helpful: Listen up, everybody
Relationships
Replacement Child Syndrome
6 replies
SausageHeart · 17/04/2015 12:52
OP posts:
GERTI ·
17/04/2015 20:16
This reply has been deleted
Message withdrawn at poster's request.
GERTI ·
18/04/2015 14:23
This reply has been deleted
Message withdrawn at poster's request.
Please create an account
To comment on this thread you need to create a Mumsnet account.