NC because i am ashamed and i will get over it but i've fucked up.
my exP and i broke up in 2013. I went no contact and life continued fine. I had a wobble in 2014 and set up a fake FB account to stalk him... (i know, i know!!) he rejected my request as he didnt recognise the person - obviously - and sent a PM saying "not sure i recognise you" etc etc.
I moved on, or so i thought. He did try to reach out to me i.e. on my normal e-mail / social media accounts during the course of the year but i wasn't having it.
So yesterday, I had the bright idea of messaging him on the previous fake FB account saying Happy new year. He messaged back saying "oh hi where are you", i'm now dying inside because a few days ago he contacted me but ignored him and so now i'm assuming he must know it was me with the fake FB account. Especially because he accepted the friend request and we had a bit of a PM chat in which if he put two and two together he would realise it was me.
I now feel awful because it looks like I've been stalking him for the past year at least! I'm hoping he has a few doubts that it might not be me but i just feel so awful. We haven't directly spoken in nearly 2 years so i'm really hoping that he doesn't think its me. I'm so annoyed with myself i could happily live under the table for the rest of my life.
Maybe he just thinks your fake account is a potential (random) easy lay and has decided to test the waters. But, really, Funky has it. Sounds like you are getting far too much out of the drama. Perhaps you should try knocking it on the head for a while.
Dirtybadger yes, deleting account after this post.
Dust ur most probably right, he did think maybe i'm up for a quick shag. dont think he knows it was me though as he has blocked the fake account but all his requests to my 'real' accounts are still pending.
its just that i've struggled to move on from him and feel like i dealt myself a massive blow.
Older i just want to be able to let go of the future that i thought we had together.
Wide i see where your coming from. i have a lot going on in my life as it is but i just had a massive wobble.