My horrible bastard of a ex has finally gone and left us.
We had been together 5yrs. The last 2 have been hell.
He has mentally emotionally and pysically abused me. He has put me down so many times my self esteem & confidence are in bits. He has left many times before but i always begged him to come home as i thought i needed him and he would be a prick so it was easier to be with him and put up and shut up.
My mental health has suffered so much i have thought about suicide but couldnt leave my dcs.
I have nearly had a breakdown this last week with him enjoying every minute, he had caused a row and left home and turned it back on me.
I cant take anymore, if i let him carry on i will breakdown and i would loose my dcs. They are the only decent thing i have.
I no the house will be more chilled out no more walking on egg shells.
I just need to sort out the practical side of things now. Im sad (a little bit) but thats for how things could have been. I feel calm and releived.
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Hes finally gone!!!
Errrmmcantthinkofone · 03/01/2015 20:01
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