Really need a rant!! I feel a complete and utter mug!! My H does not work, I support ALL our household bills etc and we have 1 child, and this is really getting me down and so full of resentment.
He also smokes cannabis daily and drinks beer at night, which he pays for if he does odd jobs, I don't get towards to the house, this is his money.
Anyway he is also very moody, probably due to the drug use, and I know people don't view cannabis as a serious drug but living with someone who smokes a lot means when he has not got it can be awful due to the moodiness.
I also feel I have to ask him when I need to go places and to an extent have to explain where I have been and what I have been doing, almost like he is suspicious, I don't think this is normal.... I feel like a bloody kid not a woman in my late thirties!!
We don't really even do anything together, no holidays unless in this country as I couldn't be with him for a whole week without his cannabis as I would be on edge all the time due to the moods.
Anyway just had to get that out, I know deep down what I must do, but still so scared to make that move to change everyones lives.
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