Have had a shitty relationship with this man for last 3 years. I have tried to break free from him, but have kept failing and going back. Just emotionally abusive which makes me feel worthless and shit about myself. Unfortunately was so in love that no matter what he did to me (and it was a lot) I talked myself around it and went back. We don;t live together which has been the godsend in all of it.
We had split up, for good this time, though he always says that. I find out I am pregnant. He is soon to be 50 and I am 40. It was a massive shock for both of us. We talked about trying to make it work but he is being so unbearable I can't stand having him in my house, feels like I can't breathe when he is there.
So he is questioning paternity (fucking c@@t he knows its his) and I blew my top with him this week when he said once paternity was proved he would be involved. In response to this I had a massive, massive no holds bar rage at him via email (not my usual kind of behaviour).
Anyway, I feel so utterly alone. I am nearly 12 weeks pregnant. HAve scan next week. I have tried over last couple of days to send an olive branch via text and email. Nothing. I suffer with depression and was on low dose meds which I came off as soon as I knew was pg. I'm so scared of going downhill. Scared as I am a full time student with no job. Scared cause i live in a small 2 bed home with DS (14) and need another bedroom. I own the house so to move would need to sell but cannot get new mortgage because I am full time undergrad student..............
I am just lost and feel alone in this messy mess
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Pregnant and he is refusing to speak to me
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have2dothis · 21/12/2014 22:07
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