So I came out of a two and a half year very intense (lesbian) relationship back in May. It was a very upsetting relationship and their were mental health issues. She had bpd so it was very push pull, she constantly accused me of cheating with every woman in my life(including her ex husband) and I pretty much lost all my marbles eventually. I felt it was an ea relationship even though she probably didn't try to. Its just the nature of bpd. She ended things finally and Im pretty over it but had to find myself again. I have loved being single and just learning to care for and love myself again. I have had no need for a relationship....however, Ive started speaking to someone that I know and I really like her...however I actually feel really guilty and I don't know why?
Also one of my models at work(im a hairdresser) found out I was gay and she really started flirting with me and said shed definitely like to go there. she is gorgeous but i just wanted to crawl inside a hole and disappear.
Im beginning to worry that maybe im not suited to relationships and when someone likes me it feels really claustrophobic and I just want to run away. I guess I don't really know what im saying but what is wrong with me????
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candyce83 · 16/12/2014 21:51
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